The river moves slowly in the cold of winter. It slides, its surface an undulating steel grey mass of water gliding as one graceful body moving ever onward towards a distant ocean.
The ocean feels further away in the winter. Like a forgotten spring damned up behind blocks of ice freezing all memory of silken sands and seagulls diving into the waves. There is no memory of warmer days in winter’s icy grip. Only the slow silent moving of the days as the river glides slowly past.
The river is flowing slowly. Trapped between its ice lined shores growing wider and thicker with each passing day, silently it moves up into the confines of a narrow channel of ice that has gathered beneath the bridge, between the shore and the bridge abutment. It pushes feebly against the ice, thoughts of far-away freedom growing further and further away. It lays there now in the cold of winter. It lays in a silent ice-encased body, waiting for spring’s arrival.
The river moves slowly in the cold of winter like pain coursing through our bodies in moments of despair, grief, fear, anger.
In their midst, we feel like time has stopped moving. Like everything has slowed down as we sit in a darkened tunnel of pain pushing back tumultuous emotions we cannot name, nor speak, nor label for fear, they will become our forever reality and spring will not return one day.
And then, time passes. And spring returns. And with its return the ice slowly melts and the river flows freely to the sea once again.
I have known moments of excruciating pain in my life. Moments where I believed now was forever and feared it was true. Moments where all I could hear was the roaring in my head, the roaring that sounded like I was buried deep in a bed of ice, too frozen, too frightened, too fearful to move.
And then spring came and with it, the ice melted and I remembered to breathe into its promise of sunshine and brighter days ahead.
The river moves slowly in the cold of winter. It is beautiful as it glides past my window, glistening beneath in its molten sheet of grey edged in white.
There is beauty in the cold of winter. Untold stories of skaters whizzing across frozen ponds and skiers swooping down snow-laden mountainsides, their cheeks rosy and their spirits light.
There is beauty in the cold of winter. It begins within my heart melting in gratitude for this day, no matter how cold or frosty the air I breathe.
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I am working with The Artist’s Way creativity cards.
Each day, I pull a card and must free-fall write whatever appears from the inspiration of the card.
Today’s card was: The Air We Breathe — Creativity is oxygen for our souls.
I love that quote from the card. Stay warm my friend.
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They are wonderful cards to get inspired by Mary — though you have such a wonderful landscape to inspire you every day! It shows in your work.
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Lovely piece and you’ve inspired me to order these cards. I hope I can start posting /writing with more frequency. Thank you!
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I look forward to reading more of you Lisa — and the cards are really great inspiration.
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What a powerful and moving post
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Thank you Joanne. ❤
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