I played with shape, colour and Washi Tape yesterday.
It was pure fun.
Sometimes, my “I am an adult and adults don’t do that…” belief (combined with my fear of making mistakes) makes me want to do things to fit in with the way I think others want me to be.
Sometimes, it gets in the way of my letting go of the limiting belief I must have all the answers for whatever is going on in the world around me. I do not have all the answers for anyone but myself. And, while at times I might think it would be easier if someone out there had all the answers for me, the beautiful truth is, my answers all live within my heart. To know my truth, to live my life for all I’m worth, I must be willing to dive deep into my heart and stand true and firm in my own light.
In Braving the Wilderness, Brene Brown writes,
“Stop walking through the world looking for confirmation that you don’t belong. You will always find it because you’ve made that your mission. Stop scouring people’s faces for evidence that you’re not enough. You will always find it because you’ve made that your goal. True belonging and self-worth are not goods; we don’t negotiate their value with the world. The truth about who we are lives in our hearts. Our call to courage is to protect our wild heart against constant evaluation, especially our own. No one belongs here more than you.”
I may or may not have been indulging in a little bit of self-evaluation recently and coming up short on my assessments of myself.
In playing through the angst yesterday, I let go of evaluating myself as falling short of others expectations and released my unloving habit of repeating what others tell me they think of me as my truth. I surrendered my search for confirmation I do not fit in and dove deep into my right to be myself in all that I am.
Yesterday I played and in my play I was reminded of my wild heart’s yearning to dance and laugh and sing and throw itself into the air with joyful abandon and fly on moonbeams of rainbow colours cascading into the open arms of Love.
In Love, all that is on my path is Love. The rest is just…. stuff. No judgment. No labelling. No making a list of defects. No calling myself out. It’s all just stuff.
And in falling into the open arms of Love, I felt my heart stir in wild anticipation of having room to breathe and grow its roots deeper into the creative essence at the core of my being me.
I played yesterday. It was pure delight imbued with the tender sweet bliss of divine surrender.
Namaste.
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Ah yes … sweet surrender … it calms my mind and creates peace in my life. Thanks for this beautiful reminder!
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It is where I must continually remind myself to go right now Susan. I am breathing into it. ❤
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Thank you Louise, you have touched my heart again with your words as they rang true for me. Brene Brown words strike deep in my heart again. Such wisdom! Let’s dance and play in love always!
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Thank you Linda. My heart says thank you for hearing my words and dancing with their song in your heart. Many blessings beautiful lady. ❤
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Amen! Beautiful, Louise! We certainly will find what we look for…why not let it be perfect love 💜💜
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So true Lorrie! And why not? ❤ ❤ ❤
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Oh so lovely
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Thank you Joanne. ❤
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