I am home now. After two-weeks away, we drove back over the weekend, stopping along the way in the Okanagon wine-country for some tastings and relaxation.
My heart is full.
The time with my daughter and her family, including newborn Ivy, was pure love.
My heart is heavy.
We are back on this side of the Rockies.
In wine country, C.C. and I rented a delightful Air BnB for three nights. We visited Bench 1775 Winery where we married five years ago, as well as a couple of other favourites and a new one too.
It was a beautiful, relaxing respite.
It was also the shortened version of the trip we’d planned for our anniversary in April that was side-lined by Covid.
Covid changes are visible everywhere in wine country. There are limits on the number of people allowed in the tasting rooms at a time. Screens in front of the servers and social distance circles on the floor. Our favourite bistro at Liquidity is closed – though you do get a gift of a wonderful bag of fresh veggies from their garden when you purchase wine.
And yet, despite of and because of the changes, there is a beautiful, relaxed, slowed down pace to it all.
On Sunday, the last winery we visited was a new one for us, Nighthawk Vineyards. Daniel and Christy, the owners, were on hand to pour and share their stories of life as ‘farmers’ as Daniel calls it.
As we sipped and asked questions and Daniel shared his love of wine-making and farming, which he discovered 9 years ago when they purchased the property, we felt the warmth of the late afternoon on our skin and savoured the view of the small lake at the edge of their property tucked between the hills that surround their property.
It was an enthralling and inspiring sojourn.
Their two adult sons also work with them, creating a beautiful story full of the mystique and mystery of viticulture soaked in their love of family and their desire to create wines and experiences that reflect their deep commitment to the earth and environment and exceptional customer service.
Sitting in the late afternoon sun, savouring their delicious offerings, breathing deeply of the bouquets of the wine dancing on our taste buds and the gentle late afternoon breeze caressing our faces, I felt my body relax into itself as I said a little prayer of gratitude afor Love and life and people who create with such passion and integrity and share their gifts so graciously.
And when we were done, We drove back down the mountainside towards our little cottage, our hearts full of this time together.
When C.C. surprised me with his plan for our trip home, I whined. I wanted to get home. To be in-place again. I was tired, and not all that happy about stopping off.
I’m so glad he was patient and persistent and wise enough to know, I was tired enough to not know what I truly needed. The respite in wine country was perfect!
Home again, today I unpack, take a long walk with Beaumont and settle into being in-place.
While in wine country, I spent the mornings at our cottage, sitting on the deck painting and creating in my art journal. As with all the pages in this series, one of my mother’s prayer cards is collaged into the background – a now invisible thread weaving her prayers for everyone.
The text woven into the painting reads:
“We are the memory keepers. The weavers of threads of beauty and mystery and wonder into the warp and weft of life.
We are the story-tellers. The speakers of truth shimmering with grace and love into the tapestry of life unfolding as we journey through time and space.
We are the story-creators. The women gathered at the well throughout the ages. The women dancing around the fire, tending to the vestal flames of life on earth. Bearing life. Gestating. Birthing. Communing. Divining. Weaving.”
Namaste
PS. I am back home but not back regularly to these pages. I am relaxing over the summer, divining my schedule, and giving myself space to create so will be posting irregularly. I hope you visit and leave a comment. It is always such a gift to hear your voices and ‘see’ you here.
Dare Boldly 
hmm … ‘divining your time’ …. what would Dr. Freud say about that?
sounds like a great trip – welcome back
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LOL — I don’t know… but I’m sure there’s an answer. 🙂
Thanks! It was.
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Wow, this getaway to get to know your new granddaughter, Ivy and an all too brief respite stop in “paradise” has done you wonders. You sound very relaxed, at ease, good state of mind to be in at this moment in our lives.
P.S. How is my four-legged friendly ball of fur handling your return ?
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time with Alexis and family was divine. Time in Narmatta was lovely and the drive home relaxed — we listened to podcasts and chatted intermittently.
As to Beau… let’s just say he finally seems to have forgiven me today. 🙂
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Sounds like such a lovely time was had by the sound of it going away can be fun and stressful at the same time
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So true Joanne. It can — in the end, it was lovely. ❤
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So many opportunities to be mindful … and also open our heart to the love that is there and beating so strongly.
Welcome home. Take your time to land. Thank you Louise 💛🙏💛
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thank you. Landing softly. Slowly. Silently.
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I am sorry your bigger trio got cancelled. I am surprised, from a Covid point of view, that you even stopped in the Kelowna area. Seems to be a hot spot in the last 2 weeks.
Glad you had the rest you needed – even if you didn’t realize that you needed it. Grandchildren are wonderful but they are exhausting! Also enjoy your summer of sporadic posting; that is pretty much how my summers are as well!
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Thanks Bernie — actually, there have been no cases south of Kelowna — so we never stopped there at all and just drove straight through to Penticton. It was delightful!
And yes, grandchildren (the littles as you call them – love it — are wonderful… and exhausting!) 🙂 Enjoy your summer too. It is beautiful today and I have been in the studio with the french doors open and the river coursing noisily. Quite lovely! 🙂 💛
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I had heard about many cases in Kelowna but hadn’t really listened to exactly where. Glad you stayed safe and enjoyed the time but sounds like you are also enjoying being home.
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What a beautiful experience with your husband and daughter and family, and Daniel and Christy. So glad you stopped there.
Lovely to connect with you Louise….I appreciate your presence.
Blessings!
Debbie
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Thank you Debbie! I’m so grateful to connect with you too. I’m loving your site and your work as a ‘Forgiveness Coach’. Forgiveness is so very vital in this world! And as you so beautiful demonstrate — self-forgiveness is key. I love your story about forgiving yourself for your self-judgements. It resonates deeply with me.
I look forward to continuing this journey!
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““We are the memory keepers. The weavers of threads of beauty and mystery and wonder into the warp and weft of life.
We are the story-tellers. The speakers of truth shimmering with grace and love into the tapestry of life unfolding as we journey through time and space.
We are the story-creators. The women gathered at the well throughout the ages. The women dancing around the fire, tending to the vestal flames of life on earth. Bearing life. Gestating. Birthing. Communing. Divining. Weaving.”
My soul needed this. Thank you. And enjoy your summer hiatus.
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My soul says, “Thank you.”
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