Awoke by Louise Gallagher Unseen stealthy like a stream invisible to the world above the earth weakened by its waters flowing underground permeating my thoughts with dark forebodings of what might be if this tiny invisible to the naked eye microbe found its way under my skin. This fear invisible and stealthy has stalked my thoughts for a year now clouding my senses eating lustfully at my joy and banishing those I love from my presence. It is waning this fear lulled to sleep like sleeping beauty pricking her finger on a needle jabbed into my arm protecting me from its presence. It is waning under the influence of one jab of hope flowing free as if kissed by a prince awakening beauty from the spell that cast her asleep for a hundred years. Awoke I walk buoyed up by a powerful potion casting fear into the waters of life flowing free of fearful thoughts of what might be if this tiny invisible to the naked eye microbe found its way under my skin.
Since getting my vaccination a couple of weeks ago, I have been thinking about this fear that has stalked my thoughts like an invisible intruder for the past year.
I can feel it easing, feel the lightness of being present without its presence shadowing my every thought… what if I get it? What if my beloved gets it? Will it be the end of us?
One jab of the needle changed all that.
Now, the knowledge that even if one of us gets it, the likelihood of death or hospitalization is greatly diminished has replaced the fear.
There is hope. There is possibility. There is life.
I am grateful for the thousands upon thousands of researchers, scientists, biologists, epidemiologists, doctors, nurses, lab technicians, pharmaceutical companies and everyone involved in making my ease of mind and breath possible.
Thank you.
Absolutely great ๐
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Thank you so very much! โค
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jabbering jab girl,
great poem – and a great description of that feeling of elation that has we all (the collective WE of those who’ve had a jab) are lighter in our loafers knowing: nobody who has been vaccinated is likely to be in ICU, on a ventilator, or die of COVID-19. It’s the ubiquitous insurance policy. Of course, we aren’t invincible or permanently protected from all perils, but for now, it feels like we are superheroes in the midst of ongoing chaos that grips economies and communities all over the world.
I await my second jab with far less trepidation than anything I felt in the previous year of nailbiting in hopes of a vaccine and a pandemic-ending.
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tee hee– jabbering jab girl! ๐ Love it. โค
And yes, we are not invincible but… we're definitely in a better place than before 'the jab'! ๐ โค
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So much truth! And it was lovely to hear you reading. ๐
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Thank you Kelley — both for your words and for listening to me read it! โค
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I like hearing you read it. I get jab 2 on the 16th, and on May 1 I will be a wild child a-frolicking. My first grandchild is due on May 3. Don’t tell me that’s not divine intervention โค
P.S. I listened to this one and the "He Gave Her Words" on spotify. Loved hearing you read that also.
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Oh my goodness!!!! What an amazing May that will be!!! Jab 2 and a grandchild. WOW!!!!! And yup. Definitely divine intervention.
Thank you for listening. I so appreciate you. โค
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๐ You’re very welcome, Louise.
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I liked this
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Thank you JOanne! โค
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Iโll join you in Gratitude Louise ๐
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Such a lovely field to walk together Val. โค
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Amen to that, Louise! And I know exactly what you mean. The fear was palpable…even though I spent many hours of the day trying not to feel it. I, too, had my first vaccine and it definitely feels different.
I hope you are well…and that you have a wonderful Easter Sunday โค
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Thank you so much Lorrie. โค It is amazing isn't it what one little jab can do ya'! I hope your Easter Monday is ful of light and lightness of being my friend. โค
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It’s a beautiful day, Louise ๐ Thank you. ๐งก
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Definitely beautiful days here Lorrie! โค
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I can’t get my Spotify to work right now, but I really relate to your poem, very well written Louise! I got my first shot and although still skeptical, I am hoping for the best, we all want to go back to some normalcy!
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Thanks so much Tiffany — I had hoped to write a poem a day for this National Month of Poetry – but… am happy to have created a couple thus far — I’ve loved being able to record them! And yes, it is amazing how one jab brings that sense of hope for normalcy!
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I feel like the Debbie downer of the party. If the variants take hold there is not enough research out yet to prove one way or another whether or not it works well against them. I have heard preliminary reports that the brazilian variant is not covered with this one. I feel, sadly, that social distancing and masks are here to stay for quite some time. Very sadly.
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