I am home.
We left Gabriola Island on the 10:05 ferry Saturday morning and began the journey back. We had intended to wend our way through the Okanagon but grey skies, rain and C.C.’s Interclub golf game Monday afternoon gave us pause to reconsider.
We drove through in 2 days.
I am grateful we did.
I am ready for home. Ready for routine. Ready to settle in and ease into for this next phase of my life.
As we drove my mind wandered to thoughts of ‘the future’. What does it look like? What will I do? What’s in store?
It is inevitable that my mind does that. Leap into future planning, future vistas.
Home isn’t just a place to be. It’s the place where I live my life, day by day, moment by moment.
I like structure. I like knowing what I’m doing, what’s ‘supposed to be’ happening next. And while I am still committed to my ‘unplanned’ summer, I feel the urge within calling me to look into out there, on that distant horizon for ‘what happens next’.
I am resisting its call and looking within instead.
Peering deeply into myself to feel the ebb and flow of creativity as it crashes into the shores of my desire to be present with all that is when I stop pushing and pulling and trying to make ‘what is’ into something I want it to be.
For now, I shall be spending time preparing my workspace. Clearing out clutter. Setting up my studio to be a space that infuses each day with creative spark and inspired curiousity.
There’s a fair amount of ‘grunt work’ to be done.
Since moving into this house a year ago, I have not tackled the back storage room where all my boxes of art supplies were loaded in by the movers.
There is no rhyme or reason to the placement of the room’s contents. And, because the move out from our old home was so fast (the sale included a 14 day possession date), a lot of my supplies were simply loaded into boxes without a plan. The movers didn’t label what they were packing so now I go on the adventure of discovering what is there. What is needed, and what is not.
I’m excited! Stampede is on and I don’t have to dress-up and play cowgirl. I get to revel here at home as I create my ideal studio space in which to paint and draw, write and contemplate, create and grow.
Yahoo! I may not be out kicking up my heels, dancing to a two-step, but I shall be dancing with the muse as I unpack and explore what happens next in my studio space.
And…. I created a video of C.C. and my stay on Gabriola. It was a delightful time!