Artist and teacher Bob Ross calls them, “Happy Little Accidents”. I prefer the name Barney Saltzberg uses in his delightful children’s book, Beautiful Oops!
Sometimes, beautiful oops’es create moments where all we want to do is quit. Or throw away whatever we’re working on and start again.
And then, something happens to change our perspective, to open the doors of our limited thinking and suddenly, that “Oh Gawd, what was I thinking?” becomes a heartfelt “Thank you,” to whatever spiritual being, divinity, energy, or absence of, we believe in.
There were so many times while working on the piece pictured above that my thinking mind wanted me to quit. To give up. To say, “Nah. I’ll just move on to something else, or perhaps, I’ll just paint over the whole thing and begin again.”
It’s always a good thing to expect the unexpected when in the creative flow. It seldom disappoints.
Yesterday, as I was deep into my need to organize myself and my art-making into some semblance of orderly process where I was in control and the creative process was under my domain, a voice deep within me whispered, “You’re stuck. Go change the music.”
Walking over to my studio desk, I opened my laptop and thought, “Well, as I’m here I’ll just check my emails.”
And that’s when the magic happened.
At the top of my Inbox was an email from a lovely man I met while at The Embodied Present Process (TEPP) retreat in October. His email contained a link to a song and its beautiful invitation to “Loosen. Loosen and let go of the weight of the world”.
In need of the distraction, I hit PLAY and suddenly found myself moving and swaying throughout my studio.
Several songs later I had danced my ‘stuckedness out’ and came back to my work table feeling centered and present in the moment.
Present in the moment that is all that is, I loosened my hold on wanting to organize my life and everything in it and let the muse flow freely.
I am grateful.
I kind of like the Good Morning Pear. 🙂 She pleases my heart and calls me deeper into the mystery of the present moment and the magic of creative expression.