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FAITH is a quiet voice within: the ultimate un-guide to surrender

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On May 21st, I made a commitment to myself to explore the unknown of all I think I know about surrender, hope, faith, mystery, loss, God, and the power of love. I felt these words were all inclusive of my seeker’s journey and declared that I would dive deeper into clarity by exploring each word without expectation of an outcome, recognizing that staying unattached to my need for an outcome is a challenge for me.

I began on the Friday with five days of meditation and musing on the word surrender, moved on to hope the following Friday and because of coaching at Choices, carried my exploration of hope into this week.

Today, I begin the journey into faith.

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Five letters and still, it is a word of deep meaning, conflict, confusion.

To have complete trust or confidence in someone or something.

Does it not begin with me? Does having faith in myself not mean trusting myself implicitly?

I trust myself to turn up. How I turn up is another matter. There are times I can trust myself to completely turn up, pay attention, speak my truth and stay unattached to the outcome.

And then there are those times when my ego overrides self-trust, self-knowing, eagerly clawing back what it perceives to be the lost ground of my ignoring its entreaties to listen up and take heed of its advice.

 

Leaning into the unknown, leaning beyond what I know to be true, I find this shimmering along the edge of reason:

I can’t trust my ego.

I can trust my heart.

The ego. It would pummel and push, prod and probe to get me to submit to its will, to give into its cries of “I know best what is right for you. Trust me. Don’t let go of all that I am because I am all that matters to you.”

Faith is to not submit to ego. Faith is to trust my heart.

It is to allow, to accept, to trust in the still, quiet voice deep within that rises up as softly and mystically as mist in the early morning rising from the valley bottom. It is the cool, damp softness of dew lying on a leaf. The gentle flutter of butterfly wings caressing the air.

There is much about faith I do not know. I must trust in the process of discernment and allow what is not known to appear. I must trust in the still, quiet voice within to rise up and open my heart to its teachings. I must trust in my heart to show me the path to have faith in its teachings.

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Author: Louise Gallagher

I believe we each have the capacity to be the change we want to see in the world, to make a world of difference. I believe we are creative beings on the journey of our lifetimes. It's up to each of us to Live It Up and SHINE!

6 thoughts on “FAITH is a quiet voice within: the ultimate un-guide to surrender

  1. Oh Louise, you are so amazing. I had my meeting this morning with the managers at the nursing home about why they found it so difficult to allow me to visit residents now that I am an ex-employee. We ended up clarifying things and shaking hands (my idea) but I am still so terribly hurt and mystified as why they wanted to get rid of me so fast. I am so upset but I guess I shouldn’t try to resist these tears – just cry and move forward again. Jx

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    • Your words made me think of that saying — to resist is to persist.

      Let the tears flow my dear friend,. let them flow.

      sometimes, we can’t make sense of other people’s nonsense. Sometimes, we just have to accept and know that what they did is not about ‘me’ and all about what they fear/don’t understand/know/feel/believe….

      You are amazing — and I’m glad you were able to get come clarity — and shake hands! 🙂

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  2. Faith is something so many have a problem with particularly the young, I know when I was younger I had some problems with faith but now that I am older faith comes easier……………

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  3. Oh to be able to have faith in my faith!! 🙂

    It is a constant exploration for me. The days when I am able to completely “trust the universe” generally are the most joyful days I have. The interesting part of it for me is not just using this as a release for ambiguity, but using it as a knowing that the right things will happen when I do have complete faith.

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