Oh Beaumont… can’t you at least not force me to face time’s ravages on my face?
Comparing me to a Shar Pei is just not nice!
Do please come and commiserate, I mean read, Beau’s latest missive. It’s hot! đ
To read The Hotties – click HERE
Oh Beaumont… can’t you at least not force me to face time’s ravages on my face?
Comparing me to a Shar Pei is just not nice!
Do please come and commiserate, I mean read, Beau’s latest missive. It’s hot! đ
To read The Hotties – click HERE
Beau:Â Excuse me Louise. That is not a picture of me and as this is my blog, who said you could put a photo of a deer on it?
Me: I did.
Beau: And who gave you that permission?
Me: I did.
Beau: And what about me?
Me: Well Beau, you gotta admit, heâs rather cute.
Beau:Â What difference does that make? Heâs not me and this is my blog. I decide who gets to appear on it.
Beau hopes you come join him on his blog Sundays with Beaumont to read the rest.
Morning slips softly out of nightâs embrace rising with light pouring out of a mist-laden horizon. Gently, morning breaks me open pulling apart the blinds that held my heart trapped in believing amidst the destruction of manâs fury morning would not rise again. Breathing, my heart melts into morningâs soft light.
The float plane is full but Iâm the first passenger to check in and score the co-pilot seat.
The rain does not diminish my enthusiasm.
On the short 20 minute flight I spy a pod of dolphins. Entranced I forget all about taking a photo and smile. Ahhhh. The joy of being in the moment.
It is my first time on Gabriola Island since the fall of 2019. Or, as itâs so often referred to these days, âSince before Covidâ.
It is two years since Iâve seen my middle sister. The last time was when we were all together for our motherâs memorial service, the week before two years of on again- off again lockdowns began.
I feel the stress and worry of worldly woes ease. I am here until Sunday when I will take the ferry back to Vancouver to spend two weeks with my daughter and her family.
Gratitude washes over me like the waves rushing over the black granite of this Gulf island, smoothing, smoothing, smoothing rough edges, rocky crags, crenelated surfaces worn smooth by timeâs passing.
A quick check of my news feed confirms the war in Ukraine and other troubled places on this planet still wage.
But for now, I shall breathe into the salt infused air, savour the green laden forests and the waves crashing against the rocks.
I shall savour it all as my breath slows and my senses become soothed by the rugged beauty of this island where rain falls and my worldly woes are washed away.
I am filled with gratitude. Replete with the grace-infused air I breathe. I cannot change the wars that rage. The hunger that looms. The pain and suffering of our humanity without first centring myself in the calmness of being at one with all of nature connecting me to all the world around me.
Namaste đ
I sit in a wine bar. A solitary 60 something woman alone. The girl friend I was to have met had an emergency. I didnât get her message until after I sat down and ordered a glass of Pinot Noir.
Itâs from Bulgaria. The mention of its country of origin in Eastern Europe immediately takes me to âthe warâ. Ukraine under fire.
But then everything seems to take me to âthe warâ.
I notice the single quotation marks I use to encircle âthe warâ and wonder why I cannot reference the two three letter words without them. As if they somehow separate the reality of what is happening from my life.
Six letters in total and I cannot come to grasp with the totality of what they represent. Death. Destruction. Despair.
Loss of life. The tearing apart of our humanity. The constant fear of wondering, âHow much worse can it get?â
Much worse, if I am to believe the newsfeeds I scroll in an endless search for âthe endâ as if I am expecting to suddenly awaken to a miracle. It was all a bad dream.
But that wish in and of itself minimizes the pain and suffering of those living the horrendous reality of this war.
Negotiated settlement talks resume and I wonder where are the women at the table? The mothers whose sons are sent to war to die at the firing of a stranger’s gun, a distant unseen missile, a lumbering tank.
Where are the women?
Those who carry life and bring it into this world only to witness its demise at the front of a war they did not ask for, did not want, do not condone.
Where are the women?
Those who teach their sons and daughters the sanctity of all life. The beauty of all souls.
Where are the women?
According to the Council on Foreign Relations
Womenâs participation in conflict prevention and resolution can improve outcomes before, during, and after conflict. But women are often excluded from formal peace processes.
Between 1992 and 2019, women constituted, on average, 13 percent of negotiators, 6 percent of mediators, and 6 percent of signatories in major peace processes around the world.
While there has been some progress in womenâs participation, about seven out of every ten peace processes still did not include women mediators or women signatoriesâthe latter indicating that few women participated in leadership roles as negotiators, guarantors, or witnesses.
Source
Where are the women?
I finish my glass of wine, pay my bill, walk to my car. I do not fear this walk could end my life.
My privilege does not escape me.
I am not evading missiles screeching through the air. I am not passing bombed out homes and firey buildings and burned out tanks along my route.
I am safe to travel the few kilometers home without passing through a checkpoint. Without fearing I will be fired upon as I drive away.
As I drive my daughter calls. My granddaughter wants to FaceTime. Not yet, I say. Let me get home.
I am a woman alone. Unlike my sisters in war-torn lands, I am safe.
And when I arrive home, I call my granddaughter and sing her a lullabye as women around the world do so that when she sleeps her dreams are filled with peace.
I know where the women are. They are sheltering their children, trying to protect them from war.
On this International Womenâs Day let us not forget the mothers. The ones who are fleeing war-torn lands, their childrenâs hands gripped firmly in theirs as they navigate the uncertain terrains they must cross to reach safety.
These women are not feeling the war. They are building the future for all humankind by taking the children out of the line of fire.
They are future-makers, memory-keepers and peace-makers.
They carry with them the memories that make lives rich. Traditions handed down through generations. Recipes passed from one mother to the next. They carry the scars on their bodies of childbirth, of watching their sons go off to war, of burying their children before their time, of moving through exhaustion and fear to care for those who cannot care for themselves. And always, despite the hardships theyâve endured, the losses theyâve experienced, the fear their children would not make it to safety, they carry with them, Love.
It is the courage of these women to love in times of war and unspeakable losses and fear and turmoil as they struggle to get their children to safety that will carry us beyond the tragedy of these days so that one day we can all stand united in peace, together in Love.
I do not want to write of war, of bombs falling and bodies lying in the rubble.
I do not want to read of missiles falling from the sky and shattered glass flying.
I do not want to know of death counts and how many wounded lie untended amidst the shelling that reigns over the land.
I do not want any of this in this world, but it is here, has been here for a very long time, a symbol of our inability to make peace without first killing off those whose peace we do not agree with.
I do not want any of this, just as I do not want to write about how I cannot stop reading of what is happening in Ukraine. Or how I cannot stop the tears that flow as I say a prayer for those sheltering underground desperately trying to protect the ones they love from the destruction happening above them. Or those walking the long road away from war into an uncertain future.
I do not want any of this.
Just as I do not want to hear of how a man who owns a Russian grocery store in our city has been threatened by his neighbours. How he now fears for his safety and the safety of his family.
He came to this country for freedom. Not to be persecuted for the wrong-doings of the leaders he ran away from in search of a place to call home.
My heart feels so heavy. My mind restless. My body weary.
I breathe deep into my body, deep into my belly. I breathe deeply in the hopes that each breath will bring me calm.
Tears flow.
Let them flow, my wise inner guide whispers. In flowing, they create space for calm to prevail.
I do not want to read the news. I do not want to witness the destruction.
But this is happening to my fellow human beings on this planet. Just as it was happening to innocents in Syria and Rwanda and Iraq and so many other places and times throughout our human journey on this planet.
And if I have learned anything through our tragic history of war, it is that turning a blind eye to what is happening does nothing but make me blind to the suffering of others.
Pretending it isn’t happening keeps me stuck in believing there’s nothing I can do.
I am not that powerless.
I have agency. I have a voice. Fingers. Resources. And, while I cannot stop the guns blazing, I can stop staying silent, trapped in my fears and trepidations.
I can stand up and add my voice, donate resources to help those who are fleeing or hiding from war, know, they are not alone.
Grief is MessyâŠ
Grief Is Messy by Louise Gallagher  Grief is messy. It follows no well-known path travelling to the beat of its own drum pushing through boundaries you frantically put in place to keep its presence at bay.  Grief is stealthy It dresses up in familiar clothing masquerading as your best friend while it steals your identity encroaching on the spaces of your heart you desperately want to avoid visiting.  There is no taming grief. There is only its heavy cloak of companionship wearing you down until one day you find yourself arriving at that place where moments spent wrapped in griefâs company die away as softly as the sweet melody of the voice of the one who is gone fading into memory.
I re-post this today in honour of my mother who took her last breath on this day, two years ago.
At the beginning of 2012, I started a new journey — I thought it would lead me away from working in the homeless-serving sector where I’d spent the previous six years… life is always full of surprises, but that’s another story.
In the post below, which I shared on Friday, April 13th, 2012, I was immersed in an online retreat, Soul of a Pilgrim, and doing consulting work for a not-for-profit, not in the homeless-serving sector.
In the course, Christine Valters Paintner, our guide, extolled the virtues of ‘beginning again. No matter what happened or how long we strayed from the coursework — because we all would, it is human, she said — we must always do as St. Benedict suggested centuries ago, Begin Again. Or, as it says in the Hindu text, Bhagavad Gita, “Curving back within myself I create again and again.â.
I first posted the poem below on my original blog site, “Recover Your Joy” on Friday, April 13, 2012.
PS. I’m thinking of making Flashback Fridays a regular feature here. We’ll see. If I change my mind, I can always begin again.
Hope Called by Louise Gallagher Hope called, hold on, she said. Donât let go. Change, she is aâcominâ! I let go not wanting hope or change to come and turn me around into their reflections of a song not of my own composing. Hold on, she said and I let go and fell off the bandwagon where I found my song playing between the notes of a forgotten story Iâd whispered to the winds of change long ago about being on the road less travelled by hope and change and their compatriots who would have me hold on to their coattails for fear Iâd lose my way on my own. I let go and hope rose and change happened just the way I wrote it in my story long ago.
Change is funny.
Take now. The entire world hopes that change will happen fast. For this virus to go away so life can return to normal. As if all the changes we’ve experienced during these past two years of lockdowns and openings and lockdowns again, and learning to wear a mask to forgetting we’re even wearing it. To distances we dare not cross being crossed because a vaccine makes us feel safer to distancing again because the virus has learned to change enough to cross the distance.
When I was a child, I wanted desperately for the growing up and being older part of life to happen faster. Now, I want desperately for the oldening part to slow down, even just a little bit, so I can savour each moment now without wondering what change will happen next.
And life keeps changing and I do too, in spite of all my wishing and hoping change would just slow down.
Except those changes I want to see happen fast. Like the virus dying. And climate change stopping. And the ongoing fight against racism and inequity, poverty and homelessness, war and senseless deaths by bullets flying from guns held in children’s hands and the hands of their fathers and mothers pointing at those they hate, and crimes against humanity, drug wars and overdoses, the destruction of rainforests, and so many other senseless things we humans do to destroy our planet and harm one another and all creatures big and small. Those changes I want to see happen faster. Faster. Faster.
And then hope calls and says, “Hold on” and I let go of holding on to my belief just thinking about the changes I want to see happen is enough.
It ain’t.
For change to happen, I gotta be its agent of possibility. I gotta let go of hope and change my ways to make way for all the change that’s gotta come.
So yeah. Once upon a time, I wished upon a star and hoped change would happen faster so that I could grow up and change the world.
Funny thing, it was never the world that needed to change, it was, and still is, always me.
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