All is not always as it seems

Last night, sitting at a table beneath the stars, laughing and chatting with my dinner companions, I paused, glanced upwards, and was momentarily entranced. Stars glittered like diamonds scattered across the night’s vast, obsidian blanket.

In that moment, I felt utterly humbled. The sheer scale of the universe dwarfed me, a tiny speck within its infinite mystery and wonder. Distant Jupiter shimmered, a celestial pearl suspended in a sea of stars.

As the conversation swirled around me, I felt a deep yearning. I wanted to capture it all: the warmth of the laughter, the clinking glasses, the friendship, the beauty above—the ineffable silence, the profound luminescence.

Transported by the night sky, I pulled out my phone, leaned back, craned my neck, and stretched my arms above my head. Click!

And then, distraction. Someone spoke, the beauty above faded, and I returned to Earth.

This morning, scrolling through last night’s photos, I found what appeared to be an AI-generated image: golden streaks fading into an abyss of blue. Confusion. Where did this come from? Then, I remembered that brief moment of star-struck wonder.

This blurry, indefinite photo is it. Where are the stars? Where is Jupiter? The image doesn’t reflect what I saw. Or does it?

Initially, I almost deleted it. Then, I paused, struck by a sense of wonder. How divinely orchestrated is this disconnect? The image, though not what I intended, reflects a deeper truth: all is not always as it seems.

The universe holds countless worlds beyond our own—unexplored, unknown, unseen. We spin and orbit within our own small spheres, often believing we understand everything about being human, about existing on this planet, our Earth, as it journeys around the sun. We speak of the cosmos as if we possess some special insight, forgetting that our understanding is itself a tiny, flickering light in an immeasurable darkness.

And as we spin through time, we often act as masters of our destinies, controllers of our world. We meticulously plan our lives, building our towers of ambition, rarely considering the ineffable, inexplicable nature of existence beyond our limited perspectives. We strive, we conquer, we accumulate, all while suspended on a fragile blue marble, adrift in an ocean of cosmic immensity. Our grandest achievements seem almost comical when viewed against the backdrop of eternity.

We inhabit a vast planet, orbiting within a vast solar system, of which humanity has explored only a minuscule fraction. Beyond Neptune, the universe stretches into an unfathomable unknown.

Perhaps, if we paused to breathe in the immensity of the cosmos, if we truly acknowledged our infinitesimal place within it, we might find a deeper, more grounded peace, a peace that reflects the quiet majesty of the starlight above.

Oh No! Don’t let the rain come down.

It rained last night. No. That’s not quite accurate. It poured. A torrential downpour that soaked the parched earth and, not so happily, inside our house.

At midnight, the thunder rolled across the sky making sleep impossible. Nature created a light show that danced across the dark in streaks of yellow and gold, illuminating the night

At 2am, the wind had shifted and suddenly, Alexis and James’ bed was drenched. A reconnoiter of the house showed numerous leaks in the roof that drip drip dripped onto the couch in the family area, the kitchen and the hallway upstairs. The wind lashed against the glass doors of our bedroom drenching the floor in several places.

James, Alexis and I scurried around finding buckets, pans, bowls and a mop. Somehow, the other three slept on.

Clean up, or at least stop the flow, completed, we went back to  bed. But our senses were on alert.

Outside, the wind continued to howl, the rain to pour and the surf to crash.

By 5am, it was all over.

“It’s the equivalent of a snow day in Connecticut,” Aaron, the house manager said when he came to survey the damage. “Everything in town is pretty well shut down as people clean up the mess.”

Aaron manages six homes. He’s been up since dawn navigating puddle ridden dirt roads like the one at the end of which our house sits. “It’s passable,” he said. “But you gotta go slow.”

We had waited to call him until after a walk on the beach. Not much could be done at that point. We’d mopped up the floors and dumped the buckets and pans. Why worry about a call that could be made anytime when the sky was breaking black to grey and blue and white with streaks of sun shimmering through and the surf was crashing into the sand in frothy white waves that rolled and broiled and fell onto itself in its rush to reach the sand?

Lele, Tim and I walked the beach while Alexis and James and Thurlow napped. C.C.  hadn’t yet woken up. He can sleep through everything. I am often envious.

The morning awakens after the storm. A whale spouts as it swims past. The not so wild, left to run free horses walk slowly past the house, taking the trail down to the beach. A white heron walks slowly through the grass before taking flight.

Above, the sky is lightening as the clouds roll away and the sun begins to dry up the puddles. In our yard, a pile of coconuts lie at the base of a palm tree, torn down by the wind during the night. There are leaves everywhere but the puddles that filled the drive have already started to dry up, soaking into the sandy soil.

It’s a house day today. the girls are hoping to catch some rays and work on their tans.

The men are hoping to lie by the pool and relax.

For now, Lele and Tim have ventured into town, curious to see how rough the dirt road leading from the house to the main street really is. It’s not great in good conditions. It will be fascinating to see how it is now! They’re also off in search of latte’s and breakfast treats, though Aaron has warned us most stores are closed today.

Alexis is taking a shower, James is having a nap. C.C. plays with Thurlow and I am contemplating the day and the night’s adventures.

It was a rough one, but we all survived and in its wake, I am reminded once again how, no matter the weather, life is beautiful when shared with family.

Namaste.